Thursday, June 12, 2008

spoilsport!!

The rain has ruined all my holiday plans this year! I finally got permission from my parents to go to a hill station with my friends, but the early rains have caused such havoc that they will be inaccessible after this weekend! I was just aching to go somewhere this time. I just feel like releasing my soul into the great wide open.......... I just feel tired right now, tired of all things petty, tired of doing what everyone expects of me, tired of routine. I just wanna go crazy, i wanna stand on a hilltop and sing at the top of my voice, i wanna gaze at the stars for hours, i need to cleanse my soul, i need peace. I thought of even getting a tattoo done, but my budget created a barrier that could not be easily overcome! So, i played my keyboard for hours yesterday just trying to find a release, trying to find my wings to fly again to soar through the blue sky, to be free!!!
I just had a week where everyone around me was demanding to be pleased! Is there anything more irritating than explaining to people why you are the way you are, why you do the things you do??? GIVE ME A BREAK PEOPLE!!!
Thank god i have at least 2 people who always support me through everything, who never ask why i didn't call, why i am so careless etc etc. These 2 saviors are my saving grace and i just love them to pieces! Thank god for them!!! Take care all! Hope you have a great week ahead of you!!!
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